The holidays really got to me this year in terms of getting all emotional and worried about the future. I’m thinking a lot about how Ada is experiencing the divorce and how it will affect her in the future. I’m scared for her feeling of self worth (something I always struggled with) and her feeling of belonging. I can only imagine how it must feel to be ‘handed over’ from parent to parent.
In our everyday lives she always sleeps at my place. This is where she officially lives. But come the holidays and there’s just so much going on logistically. So many places she needs to be at different times. It breaks my heart ’cause there’s no way of knowing how it will affect her. And no matter how amicable we are it’s still a broken home.
Those were my thoughts when I created this layout a few days ago.
Ada, you truly are my moon and stars. <3
I love that little quote from the song ‘Blue Jeans’ by Lana Del Rey.
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